i sometimes complain to my sister about parts of my life, she always reminds me there are ppl worse off than me, and she puts me back on track.. so remember some ppl are in homeless shelters having a meal. and some i imagine worse off than that. my youngest uncle that was the last one i had left that has passed away,, , the one i have talked about told me when i get down after my divorce, that when i get down go to do something for someone else,but i will admit im not very good at following his advice, but it probalby was easier for him since he had more means to do things, count ur blessing, take care, i really need to get off my butt, and join a big church i know of that has a big singles sunday school class, i blame not doing it on the shift i work and my body clock being use to getting off work at 3 am, and in bed about 5 am, so i sleep late, this class is not about finding someone there, but i think they plan things to do together, but still i have never been into crowds much. it was always just family,, well im rambling, take care hope ur christmas was as well as it could be..