and Barrack Obama is president
Yes I am a Liberal Democrat,and proud of it!

I hate waking up in the morning, because its an instant reminder I have to face another day.

i also hate to wake up, i want to sleep. when i wake up i start thinking of things i dont want to think about, take care . but i like the late night and watching a movie like after midnight, it make me forget things. so its less stressful, and that would be on a weekend, friday night or saturday night,

Gosh Rosco,Tyler does that mean you don't want to ever wake up?

it means i suffer from depression and acute chronic anxiety, not wanting to wake up is a symptom of those. and trust me its not fun, i have not had a truly happy day, in over 7 years, not one like i use to have when i had a family here at home, and my world was normal,, plus i then had a job i loved.. and a wife i loved. now im alone..

we all go through sorrow, bad times, just thank God your Children,grand children are well and alive,I do know what an agony it is to lose children and grandchildren. Of course i have my sad times, I deal with it,I laugh and Love a lot, that helps! I rather be alive than Dead!

i know u had heartache,, what if ur house was empty, i dont see my kids much at all,but u have ppl u live with, i dont, i have sever depression, thats why i dont want to wake up, my cousin was that way, she had big problems then her son took an overdose and died , they finally did shock treatments on her, i dont know how she is doing now, she would not even eat, and had to be admitted to the hospital regularly.

I constantly battle to not be depressed. I understand your feelings. I win most all the time against depression,we do have to find happiness in other things, and that is where I am lucky,plus your work hours keep you from having a social life or visiting with family~

I understand, and have always hoped, wished for you the best.

My best wishes are with you rosco. I know you're having a rough time. Take care